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The Death of Me

Everything you could have been
Everything you'll be.
Everything you dream about
And everything you see.
All the times you feel so much
And times you let them go.
Times you thought you wanted love
And times you'll never know.
Parts of you, you cannot hide
Parts I'll never see.
Parts that want to be alone
And parts you share with me.
All these things that make you whole
I love like no one could.
And this is why I dream of you
In ways a lover would.
For friends is not enough for me
I know that it's been years.
But love has grown to more than this
Despite my greatest fears.
Take a look behind these eyes
And see the death of me.
The love I feel for my best friend
Though he will never see.



My One True Love

Throughout my short existence,

I've found but one true love,

Someone who fits me perfectly,

Just like a rubber glove.

This person is someone I trust,

Someone who's always there,

Someone who I can turn to,

Through darkness and despair.

I've known since I first met her,

I love her oh so much,

I long for her to love me,

And to feel her gentle touch.

She says that she still loves me,

Yet just wants to be my friend,

But I know that I'll still love her,

Until the very end.

I wish that I could have her,

As my very own,

But I guess I had my chance,

And I guess that chance was blown.

This girl I love so very much,

Means more to me than ever,

And I hope deep down inside,

That one day we'll be together.

MY FRIEND

I would hate to say it,

but our friendship just can't last.

The wonderful times we shared together,

have faded to the past.

I told you it would happen,

that our friendship was bound to end.

Although I know you care,

I cannot consider you as a friend.

Please don't try to argue,just try to understand.

That time can change people,

as the tide can change the sand.

Our friendship has been lovely,

but you see it has an end.

For now I fell in a different way,

I've fallen in love with you my friend.

Close Enough

I saw her first

in the words

she wrote

I saw her next

in the words

she spoke

So many miles

so far apart

but close enough

that she touched my heart...

Realizing Love

I take a deep breath,

say four words and let my true tears fall,

when you answer me maybe this wont work at all,

friends we can still remain,

but since then no longer have i heard you speak my name,

felt your hand touch my palm,

heard your thoughts,

your deepest secrets that you hide,

I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,

and I imagine the words you speak,

the words you say,

the games you played,

the options I've tried,

to attempt to keep our friendship alive,

as I've failed in all of the above,

I admit by chance maybe i just fell in love,

my heartbrakes and it aches,

I've never felt so depressed,

and yet all the time I wish for only the best,

I wish for love,

I wish for everything to go my way,

I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away,

I feel alone,

So unloved,

And yet i wonder is this how its meant to be?

I wish i meant to you what you so fondly mean to me,

I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek,A

nd i imagine the voice you speak,

The words you say,

The games you play,

the options that i tried,

to attempt for our friendship to stay alive,

As i know that i have failed in all of the above,

I must admit i just fell in love.